My level of consciousness is never allowed to waver.... it stays consistent in motion always growing higher. My motivation comes from gaining mastery over my conscious emotions. In order to gain mastery you must meditate... focus on you breathe. The downloads will come. No need to put focus on that. Kindness and genuine loving nature conquers all. Learn to acknowledge those who you feel are inferior to you. You may underestimating them. Watch your anger. Watch your triggers and heal it within yourself. Motivate your healing through emotion.
Be a dragonfly --- the Dragonfly symbolizes the change that is referred to as mental and emotional maturity. Change, Transformation, adaptability, self-realization. The dragonfly moved with elegance, and grace